Tuesday, June 2, 2009

UNCERTAINTY

The turmoil of unforeseen uncertainty I am going through right now is better felt than described in words. The phrase that ‘ Nothing in life goes according to plans ‘ is so true and meaningful and I have never before felt the need of saying it so explicitly. Atleast in my case whatever I plan is dis-shelved before implementation. Well to think about it, obviously not all but sometimes the major important decisions.

I don’t know what to attribute this to? An unseen mystical force or maybe the mere dependence on an external unconnected entity, be it a person or an event. Something like contingent happenings. It is probably one of the reasons as to why things do not follow the destined path of careful and planned execution.

Right now I am shadowed by the cloud of uncertainty. It is more like the cloud of disappointment due to uncertainty. I can’t help but recall ‘The Doctrine of Eclipse’, which I recently studied in Constitutional Law. WHATEVER!! Besides who wouldn’t be disappointed when a particular dream of many months is shattered? Mine is. But to think of it I totally believe that ‘Everything happens for one’s own good’ so maybe in this shattered dream, there lies a hidden wonderful surprise.. Maybe. Again a possibility.

My senses are committing havoc in my mind but my brain prevails over my senses and calms it down. I am optimistic and as I said a hopeless one. So I will do what I can do best and that is pray and hope for a little ‘Felix Felis’ ( for those who don’t read Harry Potter, Felx Felis is the name of a lucky portion), to cast away these clouds of uncertainty over my head and to restore sunshine. Wishing myself ‘Good Luck’! No matter what anybody says a hundred times, I believe in luck and will always pray for ‘Good Luck’.

1 comment:

  1. Well, there are two ways to look at things. If you happen to confuse white sand with mere dirt, it will slip out of your hands which also means, if its gone, its gone. You'll never pick up the same particle again ( among the billions/trillions ). What you have now, live it, love it, treasure it! And whatever little that connects two solitary objects dissipates with the little click. Thanks to the mouse. Its done. Its gone. Its invisible. For you atleast.

    -- Anonymous --

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